evrything that i feel !

Bila kita sayang org tu

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita tnggu dia lame pn x per
Tp biler dia tnggu kiter???dia mrh2
Ati kate ala, adatlah ada yang mnnunggu n dtnggu

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter x tdo pn x pe lyn dia yg ngah bsn,
Tp biler kite bosan Ada dia lyn kiter?
Ati kate x pe dia busy kott

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita gdh ngan dia, kita dim je
Tp dia heboh 1 dnia
Ati kate x pe, dia tension tuu

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia
Tp dia bg phone kat org lenn atau matikan
Biler jd cm2, x pe
Ati kata, x pe, lyn je, kwn dia, kwn kiter gak

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita bercerita dgn dia,citer ngan
tunggul lg baik
Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita
Kita dgr, sepatah2 kite kena ingt...klu x ingat kita yang kena marah
Ati kata x pe syg katakn…

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita n dia lpr
Tp kiter bg sume roti kita kat dia
Ati kata, ala jagalh ati dia, sian dia….

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter sanggup bg dia rest biler dia letih,
Tp biler kita letih, dia srh jugak kiter
lyn dia bila dia bsn
Adil ker? Ati kata, ala bukan selalu pun..

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita jadi cam org giler dngr dia sakit,
Tp biler kita sakit,
Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia meraikan
hari kesakitan kita,
Ati kata, ala x pe, x kn dia nak
berkepit ngan kita 24 jam

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kita x prnh pntingkan diri sndri
Tp dia hpokrit thp gaban
Ati kata x per, dia mmg cm2 kene lah trima..

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya
Tp dia x tahu kiter berdpn dgn maut,
Wlpn kiter skt,dia kata kat kiter,sakit
bese2 jer, jgn nk mngrt
Ati kata, cmnelah dia biler kiter x de,
msti dia hepi

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter x snggp tngk dia derita
Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kiter,
Ati kata, tau x btapa kita syg kan dia????

Biler kiter syg org tu
Kiter snggup tngglkn dia selaam2nya untk dia bhgia
Tp adkh dia tahu pngrbnn kiter??
Ati kata, x pe, janji dia bhgia

Dan……
Biler kiter dh tngglkn dia selama2nya
Dia dtg ziarah pusara kiterr
Dia kata Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah mngata kiter
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bt kiter tnggu dia
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pksa kita lyn dia time bsn
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah heboh 1 dnia slh kiter
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x hiraukn kol kiter
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x dgrluahan ati kiter
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bt kiter klprn sbb dia
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah gnggu waktu rht kiter
Dia mintak maaf sebab x pernah hiraukn skt kiterr
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pntingkn diri dia sndri
Dia mintak maaf sebab x prnh tngk pnderitaan kiter

NAMUN SEMUANYA TELAH T`LAMBAT....

cinta dy !

1st , aq mmg bodo , knp aq ta dpt na ckp at dy , yg aq na dy dtg jmpa aq .
actlly aq malu dgn dy , yg aq nie lemh sanad . aq dha ta nsem , aq dha mcm penagih jea
malu kowt aq na jmpa dy , dy lg malu bila jmpa aq . aq yg cm gnie . aq dha ta sehat . aq dha lemah .
bodohnya aq ! aq sakit an aty dy ! aq na dy bnci sanad aq ! bodoh an aq . aq dha luka an aty dy . aq dha buat dy terguris . dha tada maaf bg mu lha arie ! . an sng if kau ckp yg kau na dy dtg jmpa kau ! knp aq ta bleh ckp . mybe aq malu dgn dri aq skunx . msti dy takan terima aq . if dy thu keadaan aq skunx . dy msti malu r . aq sndri un malu . mcmc2 alsn aq kasi . aq buat dy sakit aty . tp dlm aq sakit an aty dy . aq nnges , aq meratapi album yg pnuh dgn smua pic dy . smua tntg dy aq smpan dlm aty . dlm albun un aq smpan . aq hargai dy . tp bila jd cm gnie .. aq malu . aq malu sanad . td lepas kitorg break , n i dha berjaya buat dy sakit aty n bnci an i ... aq gembra , gmbra dlm tngisn . aq fkir tntg dy . aq fkir sanad tntg dy . aq na pjuk na cter apa yg aq ingn an mmg dha tada pluang ! seyez aq ckp tngisn aq ta berhenti ! aq bertindk bodoh tnpa berbincg dgn dy ! babi sial r ! ....................... seyez ! aq rindu dy . aq oweys tgok jam . time dy keje .. time dy  blik . if morning dy blik kejea msty call aq . aq windu dy . tiada sapa dpt gnti an dy . biar lhaa , if dy ta bca un note nie or bca kea . apa boleh aq buat . aq hnya bleh tgok pic dy . tido bsma aq , mkn brsma aq . evrything aq dgn pic dy . ! aq rindu gila sama dy . . seyez aq mnyesal . ! aq dha ta bleh na buat apa dha . aq ta bleh pjuk dy . ta bleh trg an situasi . smua dha ta bleh .... na jd mmber lg lha dha ta bleh . aq hnya na pesn jea jgn jd mcm aq . apa yg aq buat at dy . menyesl au .! aq syg gilea2 at dy . time dy maki2 aq , maraa2 aq . aq dym jea . aq hnya mmpu mnitik an air mata . aq hnya terfkir . algkh dy thu if aq nie mcm mna skunx . n algkh dy thu apa yg aq buat at dy smua nya utk demi kebaikn dy . ! aq sanad bodoh r . bodoooooooooooo

... apa yg ku harap an takan jd knyataan lg . mmg aq silap besr an . aq ta trus trg apa yg blaku . shit ! aq hnya mmpu mmbca apa yg dy maki at aq . itu jea aq mmpu . aq  tadapat na apprve dri aq . na p'tahan an apa yg sdg aq alami .. aq syg dy . aq takan pnh lupa an dy . walau sesaat skli un . aq rindu dya . aq na dy , aq na dy sanad . aq na ckp dgn dy . yg aq na dy dtg jmpa aq . maaf an b syg ! b ta terus trg dgn keadaan yg sbnrnya , b malu . b rasa , biar r b buat syg cm gnie , biar r syg bnci b . b ta kesh . sbb if syg thu keadaan b skkunx psti syg juga akn tggl an b . mcm sys tggl an b skunx . parent angkt un tggl an b . sedih sanad . before syg tggl an b . better b buat syg bnci an b . . to jea b fkir . now aq terima , aq yg buat smuanya cm gnie .

time aq at bank , time na b'tolak kea jb . aq dha rasa an somthing . aq dyam jea . time dha stle at bank aq un drive na gerak jb . tetiba ada xcdnt . seyez ! aq rasa ta daya bila tgok xcdnt ngeri tu . aq tgok drh . aq trbyg drh aq time operation . mmg fobia . so aq  pulg umh . tgok umh dha kosong , bru aq thu . dyorg tggl an aq ! . see , sys sndri un bleh tggl an aq mcm tu . sdg an gf aq . aq smkin smkin na buat dye bnci aq ....lastly dy bnci aq . so cm gnie lha jd nya
tp aq rndu saat aq nyanyi at dy : sdap or ta aq un ta thu .  aq nynyi lgu aishiteru at dy . 1st time beb ! aq nynyi at dye . best gila . happy .
ps : b still syg an syg . sorry for evrything syg ! . iloveyoudamnmuch .

missing love

I love you wholeheartedly, I never lie to say that I love you so. you, I am happy to get to quoting with you. I love you dead. you could again do not you get me, before I go for good. you, you never know what I'm doing it all for you. you, I soon my pace of my business here, because I tired of living like this. So I need protection for shelter when the rain, for you I am willing to defend everything, I never expect anything in return. you, if you love me, you should accept for me to go back, I miss you so much, I need my life. I not want you weak, I want you enthusiasm, confident that's all. I want you to know. today my tears flow again because you are jealous of your member, why we must follow her, while I do not want to trouble you, let my self go through all that, I have a guardian i, sis never be aware of my feelings. they want my property, over the years, I only watch them on their own interests.sys garang, just suddenly appeared, because I knew that he was new at living no money to him since she was pregnant, I do not care about her daddy again. now I just want a place he relies any money, now blocked my expenses, so I want to topup I have no money, but I wait, I wait for you. So I manage it all. I want to live with you, I want to cry with you. you know that I love you so. Because you I learned to face everything. all the trials and challenges I did it all for you. I never hated you. but I too love you ...... you are willing to accept I do??

its over n i terima dgn aty yg terbuka .

ptg yg agak dingin ,
jalan yg d'bshi dgn air hujan , daun2 b'trbngan
tatkala aq b'dri d'tepi jndela , smbil b'lingn air mata .

aq minta maaf at smua yg mngnli aq, thanks be my mmber
espclly my love n my ex . d'ksmptn nie i ingin m'gucap an selamat hari raya
hope u all b'tmbh ceria n succes . new year bakal tiba . hope u all happy with ur life .
sorry s'pnjg pgnalan kita , i ta serius un , cause takot akn hilng u all , sejak i thu i sket . perasaan tu tlah m'mberi an i stu tekann . today i lost her , lost her .

ini stry aq dgn gf aq yg t'kni :
syg , b minta maaf , atas smua yg b laku an , td b tnya syg , syg jwb b mmber jeea . mmg t'rasa lha . tp slh b juga , buat syg hilng k'pcyaan t'hadp b .. td syg text slgi b ta post syg tana cntct b , nthen syg off phone . wow ! mcm to skali lynn dy at i , aq dyam ,, bila i fkir blik , slama ta cntct mcm2 bleh berlaku , lg2 bila rmai yg mint dy , dy sndri ta nmpk mana cntiknya dy , pfct nya dy , dy ta nmpk , i as her bf , i know that , i know where is your spcial dear . td buka fb dy , mntap pic dy , air mata aq makin laju mnglir , mcm empngn bocor , aq tarik nafas n say , mybe dy p'lu an yg lbh bgus , i sdr i mmg ta bgus , i seorg yg pnipu n i suka mungkir jnji .
sbb apa i laku an smua to , cause i tana dy tggl an i , so aq un senyap2 tnpa beri thu dy apa yg aq ingin laku an utk dy , mlm td aqq stry apa yg aq buat , time to mmg aq tgh menanggung ksakitan , aq cter at dy apa yg aq laku an utk dy , smbil aq m'nges , sdh , tkot ta b'ksmpatan , cause dy ta pcya aq , sbb tu aq na bukti an yg aq na buat yg terbaik utk dy , tp td air mata aq jatoh lg , tatkala dy hnya aggp aq mmber , even i terasa aty dgn dy , i maaf an smuanya , n i b'terima kasih sbb dy sebahagian dri idup i , dy segala2nya , dy nyawa  i . syg , syg ta pyh off phone . cause b na pth an sim , so syg ta pyh off , nnty mmber2 na cntct ... i trima smuanya . hnya dy yg t'akhir , now aq k'seorgn , m'nti saat2 t'akhir , mmpukah aq luka an aty dy , aq hnya ada beberapa lg jea jgka hyt aq , even aq ta thu bila tp mcm ta lama jea. cause aq dha hilng nyawa aq , kini aq s;prti owg yg hilg arh tju , aq ta mkn , aq ta lalu na mkn , cause aq fkir an dy , selama aq tada nie , adkh dy akn jd sprti dlu , aq tkot dy sbgtu , but i hope she never do again . aq syg dy , slama nie aq stia dgn dy , aq na hbes an sisa hdup aq dgn dy , tp hajat aq ta ksmpaian , cause dy buang aq begitu , smpai dy off phone , aq dha ta b'pluang na b'sma dy , 1st aq dgr dy nnges , ay aq tersntuh , n aq try gembira an dy , tp dlm aty aq sdh , sbb aq yg buat dy begitu , dy sket aty dgn aq , aq slalu buat bnda yg dy ta suka ... sbb aq marah dri aq sndri , aq buat dy mcm tu ,,, aq syg dy , this last aq on9 fb , lepas nie aq takan on9 dha .. sbb aq na tgok dy happy , sggpkah aq tgok dy happy sdg an aq mndrita ... tp demi kbhagiaan dy aq pg . aq pg , aq na dy happy bukn dgn aq , aq hdup hnya utk owg yg b'nama " SITI SALWA " hnya dy yg t'akhir , mcm mna aq na post brg at dy , if dy sndri mngharap an brg dri aq sdg an dy seronok dgn owg lain . luka nya aty aq  nie , dy off phone , apa aq na buat , melain an aq dgn rela aty , tggl an dy , even syg sanad , aq t'pksa demi kbhagiaan dy .
syg , b na syg thu yg b syg an syg n syg cinta terakhir b ,

iloveyou syg . hope syg akn jmpa yg terbaik , jga dri , bubye , thanks for evrything .

p/s : aq na lari rumh , aq ta suka hdup cm gni , even tarikh tu bakal hmpir , what i cre , aq dha tada hrpn na hdup , demi dy aq b'korban .... 

thanks syg .

i hurt she again

smlm yg k'lima aq jnji dgn dy , yg aq na jmpa dy , tp aq ta pg , cause aq takut k'hlngn dy if aq mgkir jnji , aq syg dy , dy nyawa aq , dri mlm smpai pagi , aq try pjuk dy n t'pksa jelas an "that situation " . aq laku an smua dmi dy , aq na dy b'sma aq , ada tmpt tggl n p'lndungan yg selesa . dha stle smuanya bru aq na ambil dy n stay with me , 
now !!!
she never trust me ! what i want to do ! . i'm a looser ! 
- dy buat status at fb single 
aq kecewa , mybe sikap aq yg buat dy ta p'cya , smkin ta p'cya at aq
bodohnya aq rasa an .
- dy suruh aq post present at dy .
mmg aq akn buat . even aq ta thu but aq try . 
p/s : bru dpt text dri dy , if dha post bru syg buat relation . hmmmmm . ( ta thu kea aq nie jealous , sbb dy cmeyl , rmai owg suka dy , du ta nmpk ke yg dy to p'fct d'mta owg . )
demi dy , aq sggup buat even sukar aq na buat cause aq tada $%#*^!~+ sush sanad . aq nie bagai an pendatang . pendatg yg dtg tnpa d'undng . hmmmm
but i try . i try n i try for her .

Marc Anthony My baby you

my love

this is my lovely , she is so cute n very the noty girl ( bhahaha ! ) i love her . n i really love her ....syg , b syg an syg sanad ... tnpa syg cinta kita takan bersatu . i hope , syg jga dri , even kita jauh un , b na syg jga dri tana ulang ksilapan yg lalu ... ta lama lg kita akan jmpa . b'sbr n trus b'sbr .. syg .. thanks sbb sudi trima b seadanya .. b sdar b ta smpurna , b ta bleh na jd mcm owg laen . cause b is b . so b ta bleh jd dri owg laen .. b na syg thu , bila b rndu syg , b msti tgok pic syg , nges dpn pic syg , bila kita gado , b terlalu gve up sanad , tp bila tgok pic syg , b fkir an dmi syg , cause i really love u ...