i hurt she again

smlm yg k'lima aq jnji dgn dy , yg aq na jmpa dy , tp aq ta pg , cause aq takut k'hlngn dy if aq mgkir jnji , aq syg dy , dy nyawa aq , dri mlm smpai pagi , aq try pjuk dy n t'pksa jelas an "that situation " . aq laku an smua dmi dy , aq na dy b'sma aq , ada tmpt tggl n p'lndungan yg selesa . dha stle smuanya bru aq na ambil dy n stay with me , 
now !!!
she never trust me ! what i want to do ! . i'm a looser ! 
- dy buat status at fb single 
aq kecewa , mybe sikap aq yg buat dy ta p'cya , smkin ta p'cya at aq
bodohnya aq rasa an .
- dy suruh aq post present at dy .
mmg aq akn buat . even aq ta thu but aq try . 
p/s : bru dpt text dri dy , if dha post bru syg buat relation . hmmmmm . ( ta thu kea aq nie jealous , sbb dy cmeyl , rmai owg suka dy , du ta nmpk ke yg dy to p'fct d'mta owg . )
demi dy , aq sggup buat even sukar aq na buat cause aq tada $%#*^!~+ sush sanad . aq nie bagai an pendatang . pendatg yg dtg tnpa d'undng . hmmmm
but i try . i try n i try for her .